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8th September, 2019

Review: A House of Salt and Sorrows by Erin A. Craig (Delacorte)


Annaleigh lives a sheltered life at Highmoor, a manor by the sea, with her sisters, their father, and stepmother. Once they were twelve, but loneliness fills the grand halls now that four of the girls' lives have been cut short. Each death was more tragic than the last—the plague, a plummeting fall, a drowning, a slippery plunge—and there are whispers throughout the surrounding villages that the family is cursed by the gods.

Disturbed by a series of ghostly visions, Annaleigh becomes increasingly suspicious that the deaths were no accidents. When Annaleigh's involvement with a mysterious stranger who has secrets of his own intensifies, it's a race to unravel the darkness that has fallen over her family—before it claims her next.

I was utterly and totally in love with this book from the very beginning. I was only losely familiar with the fairy tale that parts of the book are based on which, maybe, made me enjoy it even more, because I didn't have any expectations. The story was a bit trippy towards the end (which is good!) and a lot creepier than I expected (which is even better!). 

What had me mesmerised was the mystical seaside setting. I loved the descriptions of Highmoor and Old Maude, and at times it felt like you could almost feel the wind on your face and smell the brine on the air while reading. I also loved how Craig manages to weave different strands of folklore and fairy tales together to create something new. The book is extremely atmospheric and has you guessing throughout. I only figured out what was happening towards the very end, i.e. the author did a great job in playing with her readers' expectations and overthrowing them again and again. 

A lot of people die in this book and at times it almost tore out my heart. Without giving any spoilers: Be prepared for some serious G.R.R. Martin-esque character disposals. Yes, it's shocking and heart-wrenching but these scenes help along the story and character development tremendously, so they are needed ... even if that means you'll possibly be using up a packet of tissues.

I read this book during a holiday by the sea, mostly on very stormy nights - if you are able to read it in a similar surrounding, I highly recommend it. It will make you feel like you're right inside the story. :-) If you don't have the sea close to you, a blustery autumn day will of course do as well. But really, this book is so good that it probably works anywhere. 

Final verdict: A perfect eerie read with wonderful characters and mesmerising atmosphere. Highly recommended!

Rating: 5/5 stars

3rd September, 2019

Review: Lighthousekeeping by Jeanette Winterson (Mariner Books)

Lighthousekeeping tells the story of Silver ("My mother called me Silver. I was born part precious metal, part pirate."), an orphan girl who is taken into foster care by blind Mr. Pew, the enigmatic and strangely old keeper of a lighthouse on the Scottish coast. Pew tells Silver stories of Babel Dark, a nineteenth-century clergyman who lived two lives: a public one mired in darkness and deceit and a private one bathed in the light of passionate love. For Silver, Dark's life becomes a map through her own darkness, into her own story, and, finally, into love.

I had heard about this book before, sometime during my student days, but it was one of the few Winterson novels I hadn't read yet. I was therefore pleasantly surprised when I picked this novel as a "Blind Date with a Book" at the local bookshop when we visited Scotland last spring.  

As with all of Winterson's writing you need to suspend disbelief as her stories are full of magical realism. This, however, is exactly what makes her books so wonderful. Yes, this tale is full of weird and surreal moments: I mean, how wonderfully bonkers is the idea that you need to harness yourself in in order to enter your lopsided house on a hill? Also, don't expect any linear plot strands. Lighthousekeeping jumps back and forth between narratives, weaving them into Silver's own while Pew's stories consistently blend fact and fiction. In the lyrical and powerful style of Winterson's writing, historical characters appear and disappear and their presences and absences perfectly illustrate how tangled our own lives really are. There is quite a bit of philosophical and metafictional pondering going on in this novel but it is never overwhelming. 

This book is an example of marvelous storytelling. As one reviewer has so fittingly put it: "Nobody writes like Jeanette Winterson". Lighthousekeeping is about love, about hope and memory, and about the stories that shape our lives. It's a magical read that I cannot recommend enough.

Rating: 5/5 stars

28th August, 2019

Review: The Book Charmer by Karen Hawkins (Gallery Books)

Sarah Dove is a small town librarian with a special gift. She is also the seventh daughter of one of Dove Pond's oldest families. And she believes in all things magical. Books have whispered to her ever since she was a little girl. Now she makes sure that every book finds the reader who needs it the most. But recently the books have been saying something different: that change is about to come to Dove Pond. Sarah is soon convinced that the legendary Dove Pond good luck has arrived in the form of new resident Grace Wheeler.

What immediately had be interested in this book was the title and its premise: someone who can speak to books, a magical town with a clear Stars Hollow vibe and a strong community of idiosyncratic but charming characters. And yes, I really liked the book which, however, still had a few deficiencies. Let me maybe start with a bit of criticism: 

For me the story took quite a while to pick up. While I loved reading about Grace's beginnings at Mama G's house and Sarah's first encounter with a talking book, the narrative slipped away a little bit after these introductory chapters. I felt that not much was going on and that some characters remained stereotypical husks of what they could have been. All in all, the plot was a bit thin and there is not really much happening when looking at the story as a whole and that which is happening is very predictable. In that way the book read a bit like one of those slightly cheesy Saturday night TV movies where conflicts are shallow and there is a solution to every problem. This may sound harsh but it really is something that irked me as the story had so so much promise.

Also, the title is a bit misleading as I found that the whole book charming element was oftentimes only mentioned in passing and somehow only served as a bit of background 'decoration'. That is a shame as I believe that it's especially this part of the story that could have been developed a lot better and with even more impact on the plot.

What the story definitely has in abundance is charm! And this is what made up for a few critical points in the end. The main characters are wonderful and I love how the book Sarah initially chooses for Grace eventually turns out to help Daisy even more. I also tremendously enjoyed the setting: Dove Pond is - as I indicated in my Stars Hollow comment above - the place where you'd want to raise your children. I immediately wanted to move there when I read the story and was actually mad at Grace for not seeing its true beauty and value in the beginning. All of this is a great basis that could have carried an even greater story if only it had been executed a little better.

Overall, this is a cute and heartwarming story of what it means to stick together, no matter what. It's the perfect summer read if you don't expect complicated storylines or too much depth. It's just a book that will make you feel good and wonder if maybe there is more in life than meets the eye.

Rating: 3/5 stars

27th August 2019

Review: The Pine Islands by Marion Poschmann (Profile Books)

Gilbert Silvester, lecturer and researcher of beard fashions, is in shock: Last night he dreamed that his wife was being unfaithful to him, and so he decides to leave her. He boards the next flight and travels to Japan in order to seek clarity. Once there, he discovers the texts of classic poet Basho and, consequently, only has one goal: Like the traveling monks of old, he wants to witness the moon over the mysterious pine islands. His intention is to get lost in nature and to leave behind his inner turmoil. However, before his journey even begins, he meets the suicidal student Yosa who is also on a journey but with the aim to find the perfect spot for taking his own life.

Poschmann's novel is weird - that's a fact. Some of the described scenes seem so far-fetched that they appear ridiculous. At the same time, the book transports a certain ease (which is unusual, considering the subject matter). Her characters are manic but likeable, if not fully convincing. It is clear that this book is essentially one big exagerration but it is dealing with life-disturbing questions. So what if life is ultimately nothing but a dream?

This is a rather short novel which I read in one single sitting. It has depth, is also funny at times and some of the landscape descriptions are memorably vivid and fabulous, such as that of the suicide forest at the bottom of Fuji mountain. However, some philosophical ponderings were simply too lengthy and Poschmann's view on Japanese culture tends to be somewhat stereotypical.

I read The Pine Islands in the original German version (Die Kieferninseln), so I can't say much about the quality of the translation. If you are looking for a fast read with some philosophical depth, endearingly strange characters and a sort of Kafkaesque voice, this might be the book for you. If you are not into this kind of story, then you should leave it.

Rating: 2.5/5 stars

21st August, 2019

Review: Confessions of a Bookseller by Shaun Bythell (Profile Books)


Roughly two years after his successful The Diary of a Bookseller Shaun Bythell takes us back to this bookshop in Wigtown. We meet a lot of the old characters like Nicky, Mr Deacon or Anna, but also get to know a few new (and equally interesting) faces, such as Italian volunteer Emanuela a.k.a. 'Granny', who amused me tremendously with her linguistic neologisms.

As with its predecessor, this book is reminiscent of the early noughties' TV comedy Black Books with its somewhat misanthropic owner. The story covers a year in the life of Shaun Bythell, who owns the biggest secondhand bookshop in Scotland's official book town and outlines the day-to-day life in the shop as well as the owner's hunting for books to sell on. I laughed out loud repeatedly while reading about Bythell's idiosyncratic customers and his reactions to obviously wealthy customers trying to haggle over the (already cheap) price of a book or delusional fortune seekers attempting to dump their latest "treasure" on him (which mostly turns out to be completely worthless mass market material).

It was also lovely to read about Nicky again, who is unique in so many ways. Her Foodie Friday treats made me cringe, even though I neither really saw or had to taste them: Shaun's descriptions were sufficient, thank you very much. Hahaha.

Once again, the book provides a great insight into the life of booksellers, and it was great to learn about books I wasn't aware of. While book one started each chapter with little excerpts by George Orwell, this one makes use of quotations from Augustus Muir's fictional diary The Intimate Thoughts of John Baxter, Bookseller - definitely a book I will check out soon. Confessions of a Bookseller is a wonderful portrait about running a small town business, showing how all the things that happen within or around it also seem to have some effect or other on everyone else in the community. What I love is that Bythell does not gloss over the fact that this life can be quite tough sometimes and draws attention to the negative impact that internet buying (and buying from Amazon in particular) has on on small businesses.

This will surely end up as one of my favourite books of this year, and -just as with the first book - it still makes me yearnto run my own bookshop. Given all the horrible encounters with annoying customers and tedious dealings with bureaucracy that the author talks about this might sound crazy, but I just can't help myself. Hahaha.

Rating: 5/5 stars

13th August, 2019

Bookish Stuff: Finding the time to read...

Lately I've been asked repeatedly how I manage to read so many books. I don't know about you, but it just annoys me so much when I'm not able to read. The reason doesn't really matter - though I'd certainly prefer a short reading slump to a debilitating migraine  - it just gets on my nerves and ruins my day. Big time! For me, reading is relaxation just as much as an escape from the everyday grind. So when I'm not able to pick up a book or simply don't have the time, I get anxious.

This week, for example, I was suffering from a nasty sinus infection which left me feeling like I had a knitting needle stuck in my right eye socket for about five days. Yes, exactly, not fun at all! This mean that I was only to read one or two pages max at a time and then had to take a longer break. I eventually managed to make up for that by having a lie-down and listening to an audiobook afterwards. That at least gave me a little bit of gratification. (The same tactic sometimes works when I'm suffering a migraine attack but mostly I'm just knocked out cold on these days.)

Another aspect is time. We are all leading busy lives and with all the adulting going on, it can be hard to find the time to squeeze in a book. However, I've always been quite good at managing even the tiniest of free moments and tend to get so much reading done in those in-between instances, like waiting for the laundry machine to finish its final cycle or filling a boring commercial break on TV with reading a few pages. It's amazing how much you can squeeze into these tiny pockets of time.

Having a5 year-old running around the house obviously does take its toll in my free time as well. Maybe even the biggest toll. At the same time I find that now that little N. is getting older, we also get a lot more quality reading time together. I first started reading to him when he was only a few days old but now the experience is obviously quite different to back then. He has turned into a little bookworm, loves stories about pirates and about space and anything with a fantasy element in it. So I have gotten some of my reading time back, even though it's slightly different now, because we mostly spend it together. I definitely read more kids' books now, either with N. or alone to sort of "try them out" before I introduce them to him. And that's actually really nice! I find myself enjoying these books as if I was still a child myself. You know, this full immersion kind of reading that tends to get lost a little when you grow up. And it's amazing and heart-warming to witness his reactions to the stories.

One last thing that obviously helps is that I read a lot for and at work and am actually expected to, because I certainly need to know about the current literary landscape if I want to teach my students properly. So yes, this is how and why I manage to read so much, but I'm sure there are a lot of people out there who manage way more. And after all, quantity doesn't really matter - it's far more important that it's fun. Because this is essentially what reading should be all about.

12th August, 2019

Review: The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender by Leslye Walton (Candlewick Press)


I know I'm a bit late to the party as this novel was published a few years ago, but I was only recently gifted a copy. But boy, I didn't know what I had missed! This is a book that had me captivated from the beginning onwards and I loved it with all my heart. Just look at this sentence:

„To many, I was myth incarnate, the embodiment of a most superb legend, a fairy tale. Some considered me a monster, a mutation. To my great misfortune, I was once mistaken for an angel.“

Isn't it wonderful? The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender is a story full of magic realism and if you want to fully enjoy it, it’s necessary that you willingly suspend disbelief. If you do that, I promise you’re in for a real treat.

It’s a bit hard for me to understand why this book should be labelled as YA literature. Yes, it is about a young girl (with wings) but it is also a three-generational family story: a story of love, loss, alienation, home and friendship. Love here is not treated as something altogether positive, however. It is depicted as something that can be extremely ugly and painful, a feeling that can cause hopelessness and despair, something with the power to destroy individuals. Ava’s family has been repeatedly influenced by this side of love and, consequently, every single one of the characters carries some sort of burden with them. 

What I adored about Walton’s book was its poetic diction: Some sentences almost read like poetry which all but underlines the story's overall magical feel. Even though The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender is set in the “real world”, it is brimming with magical moments and often reminds the reader of a fairy tale. Because it is magic realism, these weird little incidents are treated normally and are hardly ever questioned. Walton’s characters are unique and fascinating: the little girl turned into a canary, the boy speaking in riddles, and of course the girl with fabulous wings. I fell in love with all of them instantly and was sad to say good-bye to them and all their individual little stories when the book was finished.

This book is a little strange but it is also astonishingly beautiful (see what I did there? ;-P). It is a novel that touched me deeply and stayed with me way beyond the last page. I still find myself thinking and marvelling about the ending. If you are looking for a bit of magic and enchantment, this will be the book for you.

Rating: 5/5 stars

6th August, 2019

Bookish Stuff: How to hide your book buying addiction or "Oh no, I have had this one for ages!"


Admit it! You're just as bad as me when it comes to not being able to pass a bookshop or refuse a good offer such as the famous "3 for 2" or "Buy one, get one half price". Exactly. I mean, as awesome as these offers are, they put you into a huge dilemma. At least it always happens to me that I either find too many or too few books. So I might find two I really want but have trouble chosing a third, or I find an uneven number which makes the latter offer tricky as well. So yes, book buying can become a bit of a problem and has, more than once, been the reason for finances running tight at the end of the month. Oopsie.

So this is what book mail situations look like at our house. I usually try to spirit new acquisitions away before the other half spies them, but oftentimes it happens that the delivery guy arrives two minutes after the hubs has come home. Thanks for that by the way, DHL! ;-) This is how it normally goes then:

Other half: "Wait, what's that box? Oh no, have you ordered more books? Again?" *raises a judging eyebrow*
Me: "Pfff, naaaaaah! What makes you think that? It's .... gifts. Yes! That's right. It's books - yes - but they are all Christmas gifts."
OH: "Is that so? So who are they for?" *wicked smile curling his lips*
Me: "Well... you know. All sorts of... people. That I know. Like... other readers." *begins unpacking box and tries to hide reverent smile*
OH: "I see. I'm sure they'll be happy to receive them." *goes away*
Me: Wohee, he might have bought it. I think I got away with that one. Haha!

Two hours later. Me, sitting on the sofa and reading one of the new books.
OH: *with an amused grin* "I thought these were gifts. You know. Like for others".
Me: *damn!* "Ahem, well, YES! I'm just checking. You know, like a quality check?"

So yeah, I obviously didn't get away with that one and the hubs knows me too well by now that I could hide things from him. He is actually a reader himself so he does not REALLY mind. And after all, it's my own money that I'm spending. I think these conversations just show how nerdy we both are and they are in fact similar when he has bought himself yet another Star Trek spaceship model.

Let me know how you defend or explain your book buying addiction to your loved ones. Are you open about your passion or do you feel you need to hide it or at least some of it? :-)

31st July, 2019

Bookish Stuff: Summer Reading or How the Heat is Slowing me Down


When I think of summer, I immediately think of holidays on the beach, lazy days by the pool and, of course, lots of good reading material. My reading tastes vary quite widely and that also - or maybe even more so - goes for my summer reading. One day I prefer that typical fluffy beach read, while on another day I might grab a horror novel that would be more suitable for Halloween. I'm definitely a mood reader.

These last few years, summers in Germany have become quite intense with long stretches of horrible heat and drought. As someone who has never really been a fan of hot weather ("Sweater weather over sweaty weather," is my opinion on the matter!) I find that this is really taking a toll on me. Maybe it's also because I'm older now but the heat is definitely slowing me down as well as making me lose precious reading time. I simply have difficulty concentrating on a story when I feel like my skin is melting off my body. And I hate that as there are so many books out there that I want to get to, so many amazing new publications this summer. Luckily I've so far managed to tackle most of the latter - yet, I am most definitely looking forward to September and October.

What do you do to stay cool during the summer heat? Here are a few things I've been resorting to:

- Read with my feet in the kiddy pool

This is actually working quite well. The little human is happy when he can play in the water, he is supervised as I'm sitting right there, and I can read a few pages while staying (relatively) cool.

- Read in a bathtub full of luke warm water

This is even better than the kiddy pool as it's almost like a mini pool of my own. The luke warm water cools you down without making you freeze to death and you end up both clean and refreshed. With both this and the above, however, there is always the hazard of dropping your book in the water. Yikes!

- Move to the basement

Our basement is so heavenly cool during the summer that I'd almost want to sleep there at night - if only it wasn't for those creepy critters that seem to sneak in no matter what you do to keep them out. I've made myself a cosy reading spot down there so whenever I'm alone in the house (i.e. there is no need to watch a 5 yo) this is my ultimate escape.

- Read at night with the windows wide open

That's of course another option I've tried because once the sun goes down it obviously gets cooler and oftentimes there is a slight breeze. However, if you are also a parent you will probably be familiar with the problem this poses: As soon as my head touches the pillow, I'm OUT! *rotfl* So yeah, that didn't work so well.

So, how are you keeping up with your reading during the heat? Do the temperatures disturb you at all or do you just not mind being scorched? Do you read as much in the summer as you do in autumn and winter? Do you have secret strategies for keeping cool that I'm unaware of?  Let me know in the comments.

24th July, 2019

Review: The Last Book Party by Karen Dukess (Henry Holt)

This book was a real treat and the pages just rushed by (in a good way). The Last Book Party captures the tranquility of summer days on Cape Cod and is a brilliant portrayal of the publishing world in the 1980s.

In the summer of 1987, 25-year-old Eve Rosen is an aspiring writer languishing in a low-level assistant job, unable to shake the shadow of growing up with her brilliant brother. With her professional ambitions floundering, Eve jumps at the chance to attend an early summer gathering at the Cape Cod home of famed New Yorker writer Henry Grey and his poet wife, Tillie. Dazzled by the guests and her burgeoning crush on the hosts’ artistic son, Eve lands a new job as Henry Grey’s research assistant and an invitation to Henry and Tillie’s exclusive and famed "Book Party"— where attendees dress as literary characters. But by the night of the party, Eve discovers uncomfortable truths about her summer entanglements and understands that the literary world she so desperately wanted to be a part of is not at all what it seems.

I adored Dukess' book for its lyrical descriptions of places and its wonderfully built characters. The author's writing flows gracefully and uninhibited so that the story just flew by and I found myself yearning for more in the end. The Last Book Party is a coming-of-age story with all its typical little misunderstandings, questionabledecisions and stupid mistakes, but this is exactly what I liked about it as it perfectly captures what it means to grow up and to find your own way. And it is not only Eve finding out who she really wants to be, but pretty much all the other characters are also looking for guidance of some sort or other. The book made me a bit nostalgic about childhood summers in the '80s when there was no constant distraction in the form of the internet, mobile phones and social media. It was also a wonderful homage to literature as such with many delicious references to novels and poems. I also thoroughly enjoyed Dukess' descriptions of the Henry Grey household with its bohemian hippie vibe. Bookishness galore!! <3

I already hinted at the author's solid grasp of place which, for me, may have been the best part of the novel. When Eve and Franny catch the lobsters on the beach, the landscape descriptions were so vivid that I could almost feel the wind and salt on my face. You can easily tell that Dukess knows Truro intimately and is in love with the place, and she skilfully passes on that love to her readers. I've only ever been to Cape Cod once (Hyannis for a few days almost twenty years ago) but this novel brought me back to its tranquil summery atmosphere while I was sitting in my wee little house in a suburb in the middle of Germany with no beach in sight for about 300km. And I found myself thinking about the story all day after I had finished it, which is always a good sign.

I highly recommend this book to anyone who loves books, the 1980s and New England - it's the perfect summer read.

Rating: 5/5 stars

18th July, 2019

Review: The Bookish Life of Nina Hill by Abbi Waxman (Berkley Books)


Do you know those books that wrap themselves around you like a warm and cosy blanket? Waxman's novel is one of those: the perfect read for any bookworm.

The only child of a single mother, Nina has her life just as she wants it: a job in a bookstore, a kick-butt trivia team, a world-class planner and a cat named Phil. If she sometimes suspects there might be more to life than reading, she just shrugs and picks up a new book. When the father Nina never knew existed suddenly dies, leaving behind innumerable sisters, brothers, nieces, and nephews, Nina is horrified. They all live close by! They're all—or mostly all—excited to meet her! She'll have to Speak. To. Strangers. It's a disaster! And as if that wasn't enough, Tom, her trivia nemesis, has turned out to be cute, funny, and deeply interested in getting to know her. Doesn't he realize what a terrible idea that is?

Nina considers her options:
1. Completely change her name and appearance. (Too drastic, plus she likes her hair.)
2. Flee to a deserted island. (Hard pass, see: coffee).
3. Hide in a corner of her apartment and rock back and forth. (Already doing it.)

It's time for Nina to come out of her comfortable shell, but she isn't convinced real life could ever live up to fiction. It's going to take a brand-new family, a persistent suitor, and the combined effects of ice cream and trivia to make her turn her own fresh page.

The Bookish Life of Nina Hill is fun story which perfectly manages to capture the intricacies of the life of a bookworm. It is full of witty references to literature and popular culture and abounds with nerdy characters. It is an extremely gratifying read because it is so easy to relate to Nina and her anxieties as Waxman knows how to make her protagonist both a bit strange and highly likable. In parts this novel reminded me a bit of the Bridget Jones books, especially when Nina is stressing about her plans and other people.

What I also loved was the setting: Knight's sounds like the perfect bookshop in an equally perfect neighbourhood. It was almost like you could feel the vibe of this quirky community through the pages (I lived in a similar neighbourhood in California for a while so I felt this was highly relatable to me). Nina's family do tend to get a bit much at times, and in the beginning I found the sheer number of family members extremely confusing, but I guess that's a desired effect as it makes you sympathise with Nina and the situation she finds herself in.

Essentially, this book is a gigantic love letter to all the bookworms in the world. Just take this passage, for instance:

"Reading isn't the only thing in the world, Nina."
"It's one of the only five perfect things in the world."
"And the other four are?"
"Cats, dogs, Honeycrisp apples and coffee."

Best. Dialogue. Ever. ;-) So, if you love books, if you are a bit of a nerd, if you enjoy quirky characters and are looking for a comfort read, this is the book for you. I feel like I need to substract one star because sometimes it got a tiny bit too fluffy for me, but this didn't really take away any of the reading fun.

Rating: 4/5 stars

16th July, 2019

Review: Big Sky by Kate Atkinson (Transworld)


Jackson Brodie is back!!!! In the fifth instalment of Atkinson's series about the ex policeman, now private investigator all is not well in Yorkshire. Brodie has moved to a quiet village by the sea, enjoying the somewhat tranquil life in the company of his hormonally moody teenage son and his old Labrador dog. The country idyll, however, is marred by something darker hiding underneath the surface. While Brodie is busy following unfaithful spouses, he by chance meets a man on top of the crumbling cliffs. This is no ordinary suicide attempt though and Brodie's new acquaintance leads him to a network of lies, trafficking and money laundering. Old friends reappear and soon the detective finds himself on a breathtaking chase around the county.

It has been nine very very very long years since Atkinson's last Jackson Brodie novel, so needless to say I was thrilled when this book was announced sometime last year. I ordered it straight away and jumped in as soon as I had my grubby hands on it. And boy, did I LOVE it!!!!

This novel truly is Jackson Brodie at his best. While I had been a bit disappointed with the predecessor to this one, Big Sky definitely performs. Yes, there are many coincidences that sometimes seem a bit much (or too convenient) but those can easily be overlooked when considering the scope of the story. And after all "A coincidence is just an explanation waiting to happen." Atkinson weaves an intricate net of connections, some of which are obvious quite early on, some of which really do surprise you.

What I particularly loved about this book were the strong female characters. A few of the women seem very weak in the beginning but eventually they turn into amazon-like warrior queens (minuscule spoiler: Never ever make the mistake to underestimate mothers!). But it's not just the women who are wonderful - all of Atkinson's characters are well-formed and interesting (I absolutely adored Harry... and no, he's not a wizard). There are quite a lot of characters in this book though, so do pay attention or you'll get lost in a bunch of names.

Other elements I adored were the return of Reggie and the numerous intertextual references. This novel is set in Yorkshire, home of the Brontës and landing place of Bram Stoker's Dracula. Atkinson cleverly drops in many literary nods which are fun to find and identify but don't do any harm to the story's understanding, if you shouldn't detect them.

The story moves along at a good speed and is full of witty and sometimes dry humour. Also, be prepared for jumps in time. Atkinson is famous for her rewinding of a plot's clock, so you will get several perspectives of the same event, but it never gets boring as each of these views brings new realisations with it. By and by, the mystery unravels and things fall into place.

Atkinson's writing is spot on and I cannot stress enough how much I loved this book. It wholeheartedly deserves five stars.

Rating: 5/5 stars

9th July, 2019

Review: Sorry I'm Late, I Didn't Want To Come by Jessica Pan (Doubleday)


What if a shy introvert lived the gregarious life of an extrovert for one year? If she consciously put herself in uncomfortable social situations that she’d normally stear clear of at all costs? When she found herself jobless and with all of her friends having moved away, Jess couldn't help but imagine what her life could have looked like if she had been just a little more open to new experiences and new people, a little less willing to hide at home instead of going to the pub. Jess made a vow: Despite being a massive "shintrovert" (a shy introvert), she promised to push herself to live the life of an extrovert for a year.

Sorry I'm Late, I Didn't Want to Come is an endearing memoir that follows the author's simultaneously funny and painful 365 days of adventures and mishaps in extroverting. Every introvert will easily find themselves in this book as Pan reports back from the frontline of cringy experiences, such as improv comedy, dining out and traveling solo, or asking intentionally stupid questions of passersby in the streets of London ("Does England have a Queen? What is her name?" - You'll be amazed by the answers she received!).

This book makes for hilarious, compulsive reading, and it's perfect for dipping in and out of. Being an introvert myself I found some of the things Pan pushed herself to quite a long stretch out of my own comfort zone, but I also identified patterns that I have obviously learned to overcome. What I found particularly interesting was the author's take on initiating deep and meaningful conversations and on how nowadays a lot of people can no longer commit to these. What makes Pan's view so interesting is that it is indeed that of an introvert and not the perspective of an extrovert who is trying to motivate shy people. She knows how debilitating it can feel when you are thrown "out there" and she decided to try it anyway. And yes, sometimes things backfired but she still persisted.

I recommend this book to any introverts out there who would like to live vicariously through someone else in order to know what extroverting is actually like. I felt that it gave me a new perspective on many things while at the same time being extremely entertaining.

Rating: 4/5 stars

5th July, 2019

Review: Sorcery of Thorns by Margaret Rogerson (M.K. McElderry Books)


Oh my, I really really wanted to love this book. I received it as part of a montly book subscription box and was so excited about the theme and the general plot summary. But was I in for a surprise! So yes, this is an official "unpopular opinion" alert as everyone on social media seems to adore this novel. Therefore, please consider yourself warned that I will not be gentle here because I simply hated it. There. I said it. :-)

But let's start in the beginning. What is Sorcery of Thorns actually about? Here is a short plot synopsis from Goodreads:

All sorcerers are evil. Elisabeth has known that as long as she has known anything. Raised as a foundling in one of Austermeer’s Great Libraries, Elisabeth has grown up among the tools of sorcery—magical grimoires that whisper on shelves and rattle beneath iron chains. If provoked, they transform into grotesque monsters of ink and leather. She hopes to become a warden, charged with protecting the kingdom from their power.

Then an act of sabotage releases the library’s most dangerous grimoire. Elisabeth’s desperate intervention implicates her in the crime, and she is torn from her home to face justice in the capital. With no one to turn to but her sworn enemy, the sorcerer Nathaniel Thorn, and his mysterious demonic servant, she finds herself entangled in a centuries-old conspiracy. Not only could the Great Libraries go up in flames, but the world along with them.

As her alliance with Nathaniel grows stronger, Elisabeth starts to question everything she’s been taught—about sorcerers, about the libraries she loves, even about herself. For Elisabeth has a power she has never guessed, and a future she could never have imagined.

Can you understand why this description made me so excited? The book is about books, about libraries, about bookish independent girls,... all of these should be winners. Then there was this amazing epigraph: "For all the girls who found themselves in books." I felt like shouting a big, loud "Hell, yes!".

However, then followed the cruel drop of horrible disappointment. The first 100 pages had me constantly lose track of the story because they were just so tedious. Yes, things happen and it's actually quite suspenseful stuff, but I found myself not caring enough. I can't even put my finger on it exactly but it all seemed so predictable.

Then there are the characters. I pretty much loathed all of them, except for Silas whose charisma was the only thing that kept me reading on at all. Elisabeth is supposed to be a feisty and independent protagonist but in fact she doesn't do much. Things just seem to happen TO her. She is constantly thrown into action but this action is hardly self-motivated. And honestly, it is quite obvious from the start that she is being manipulated. Also, for a girl who has spent her entire childhood surrounded by and reading books, Elisabeth is definitely a bit of a bimbo and incapable of making reasonable decisions. On the other hand, Nathaniel is described as the sarcastic bad boy and supposed to be enigmatic, fascinating and secretly sensitive, but he only made me yawn throughout. Oh, and then there is Ashcroft who is the villain because, well... obviously, you need one. *snore*

All of these characters are so freaking one-dimensional and shallow that it's hardly funny anymore. I felt like Rogerson had recently read Vladimir Propp's study Morphology of the Folktale and immediately decided to follow all available schematic character constellations. Without giving away spoilers, things - again - just suddenly happen without any build-up. I was constantly wondering "Alright, where did that come from?" while simultaneously thinking that all of it is so generic and predictable.

The novel then tries to be deep by raising questions of the nature of Good and Evil. Maybe sorcerers are only misunderstood and not bad after all. However, Elisabeth basically ruins these tender onsets of a minimum of depth because her motif for questioning old conceptions lies with the fact that Nathaniel is a bit of a hunk. *double snore*

I was deeply disappointed in a book that could have been great if it wasn't full of stereotypes and bland characters. I am sorry to anyone who loved the story, but I want to be honest in my reviews so unfortunately this will only get a...

Rating: 0.5/5 stars

1st July, 2019

Bookish Stuff: How to overcome reading slumps

We all know them - those annoying times when, even though you absolutely love reading, you suddenly are not able to finish a single book, your favourite genre somehow annoys you and even your most treasured writers don't manage to pull you out of the rut. A reading slump is a pain and, while I don't know about you, it definitely tends to make me grumpy. Extremely so. Reading is my 'outlet', so to say: it relaxes me. So when I am not able to read... you get the drift. ;-)

On the various bookish social media sites I'm frequenting (Litsy, Instagram/Bookstagram, and one or two book related groups on Facebook) members often ask what they can do to get out of a slump. While everyone obviously has different strategies that work for them, here are five that tend to pull me out of a rut or at least get me somewhat back in the reading mood:

1) Reading guilty pleasure books

It doesn't really matter what your poison is. If your guilty pleasure book is a steamy romance novel - go for it. If it involves the latest slasher horror novel - hey, whatever works, mate. The idea is not to think about "literary merit" or anything like that, but to just enjoy a book - to read for fun and nothing but fun. There was a time in my life when I was in a rocky relationship and all I was able to read were gothic novels (don't psychoanalyse that, please - haha). Another time I was bed-bound while pregnant with our son and all I could concentrate on were chick-lit stories (I reread the entire Shopaholic series during those weeks). What I mean is that noone judges you! Read whatever the heck you want and don't let anyone make you question your book choices. 

2) Revisit a favourite

Sometimes going back to a book I really loved helps me get out of a reading slump. Oftentimes these books are ones that I treasured as a child. Little Woman, for example, is one of these: It's a book that I can read in little instalments and that reminds me of what reading felt like when I was a kid. So far, it has always managed to rekindle my love of reading. Any of your favourite books will do - choose whichever makes you feel good.

3) Go browse a bookshop/library and buy/check out a book

If you are like me, browsing a bookshop is probably one of your favourite pastimes anyway, so this won't be too much of a burden, I guess. Seeing all the pristine titles on the bookshop shelves usually makes me want to just throw my paycheck at the bookseller yelling "Yes, pack them all for me, please!" While doing that will probably remain a dream, the general atmosphere of a bookshop or the library is normally enough to get my spirits up in any life situation and it always leaves me with a list of new titles to add to my TBR, i.e. makes me want to read ALL THE BOOKS. 

4) Browse your own bookshelves or reorganise them

Sometimes you'll find just the right read for just this particular time on your own shelves. I know that mine are definitely full of books I haven't read yet, so I often find a book I'd been meaning to read for ages and which suddenly looks extra promising in this specific moment. And it definitely is cheaper than a trip to the bookshop. ;-)

5) Take a break

Yes, it is more than okay to just stop reading for a while. If you're in a really bad slump this sometimes is the only way out. Don't feel guilty, don't beat yourself up for not reading and don't worry: it will come back to you! Trust me, it will. I've had periods in my life where I read four books in a week and others where I didn't read a single one for two months. Life just happens and sometimes gets in the way. Feel free to take a break, binge watch your favourite shows on Netflix and wait for the slump to pass. It will eventually and you'll be back to devouring books in no time. 

Do you have any specific strategies to overcome a reading rut? Share them in the comments. 

25th June, 2019

Review: The Changeling by Victor Lavalle (Canongate Books)


Wow! What did I just read? This book is one wild ride of utterly mesmerising weirdness but it is also really really good.

Apollo Kagwa is an antiquarian bookseller but he also suffers from strange dreams that have haunted him since his childhood. Abandoned by his own father he is trying to do better, building a life with his wife Emma and their infant son Brian. But then Emma begins to act in strange ways and what initially looks like postnatal depression quickly turns out to be much more. Before Apollo realises what happens, Emma commits a horrible crime - the unthinkable for any parent - and disappears.

As a consequence, Apollo begins an odyssey through the urban landscapes of NYC. He meets an enigmatic stranger who claims he knows where Emma is hiding and Apollo is thrown into a quest that takes him through the different boroughs of New York and to a mysterious island in the East River. Secrets and mysteries abound, folklore and myth come alive, and Apollo's journey lets him travel to the forgotten parts of the city, areas that seem almost invisible to everyone else.

The Changeling is a dizzying story about family and parenthood, about unfathomable secrets and grief. Lavalle does a magnificent job in portraying these dynamics and the reader repeatedly feels like they want to reach out and hug the protagonist as he is going through a tremendous tragedy. Apollo's grief is so palpable throughout the story that it was in fact sometimes hard for me to continue. As a parent, Emma's act is so incomprehensibly horrific that it still gives me goosebumps.

What Lavalle excels at is mashing up parental anxieties with folklore. Throw in thought-provoking contemplations on the problems of people of colour and some discussions on the dangers of the internet and you'll get a good understanding of what this book is about. It starts out as a beautiful love story, then turns into something straight out of Rosemary's Baby and eventually reminds you of a Neil Gaiman or China Miéville novel. The plot is fast-paced and simply sweeps you along while you're still busy wondering what the heck is going on here. The Changeling is a very modern fairy-tale which still has all the lovely aspects of the old-timey stories. It makes you cringe, it makes you cry out in indignation and it makes you grab the edge of your seat, especially when you get to the last third of the book.

I'm usually not one for putting trigger warnings on books, but I think for this one it should be said that it might be a bit of a difficult read for parents as the story involves horrible violence towards children. I also believe, however, that this shouldn't let you miss out on an amazingly clever book so proceed with caution but don't let this one pass you by.

Rating: 5/5 stars

18th June, 2019

Review: The Paper & Hearts Society by Lucy Powrie (Hodder Children's Books)


As the author herself says on her social media outlets: "The Paper & Hearts Society is the first book in a new series for teenagers (11+) about finding your people, not being afraid to be your true self, and speaking loud and proud about what you're passionate about. It's about being bookish, understanding your mental health, and the effects social media can have on us, and it's the book of my heart."

Needless to say it was the bookish aspect that drew me to this story. I was looking for a whimsical comfort read to tide me over a stressful time and Powrie's synopsis of her novel had me hooked immediately. I was hoping to find my younger self in these pages, hoping to read a story that reminded me of being a nerdy teenager. And I'm happy to say that the story delivered in all of these aspects and that I devoured it within 1.5 days.

Yes, Powrie is a very young writer and yes, the story does have a few weaknesses. For example, it sometimes is extremely annoying when the protagonist doesn't use certain opportunities to clear things up and instead lets everything get even more convoluted and complicated. Maybe it was my motherly self kicking in in these moments when I wanted to shout at Tabby to "just tell them already, damnit!!!" Then again, I reminded myself how as a teenager you're not always able to see the bigger picture yet and tried to explain Tabby's passivity through this. And of course a lot of this has to do with the character's anxiety disorder. This, I believe, could have been stressed a bit more, however, not just through repetitions but by focusing more precisely on the fact that Tabby is just not able to act differently. The big moment of drama was very predictable but was then nicely resolved.

However, these are minor complaints. The Paper & Hearts Society is simply a wonderfully perfect, supergeeky novel for all bookworms. It is somewhat fluffy but still has enough depth through covering serious topics such as bullying and the dangers of social media. The characters are a diverse and relatable group of extreme booknerds. Their friendships are lovely simply because they grow so tenderly and naturally based on their common geekiness.

Another thing I loved about this novel was clearly what initially got me interested in it: the many literary references and basic book fangirling/-boying. I particularly enjoyed the group's literary road trip with its nods to many real life places, such as the Topping & Co bookshop in Bath. As I said above: I was searching for a book that would take me back to my nerdy teenage self and that's exactly what Powrie's novel did. In fact, I wish I had had this book when I was 15 (even though I obviously wouldn't have known back then what that strange internet thing is - 90s kid here - hahaha).

I'm definitely looking forward to reading the next books in the series and to seeing Powrie develop as a writer. She definitely has greattalent and it will be interesting to follow her journey further.

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

14th June, 2019

Review: The Devouring Gray by Christine Lynn Herman (Titan Books)


On the edge of town a beast haunts the woods, trapped in the Gray, its bonds loosening…


Uprooted from the city, Violet Saunders doesn’t have much hope of fitting in at her new school in Four Paths, a town almost buried in the woodlands of rural New York. The fact that she’s descended from one of the town’s founders doesn’t help much, either—her new neighbours treat her with distant respect, and something very like fear. When she meets Justin, May, Isaac, and Harper, all children of founder families, and sees the otherworldly destruction they can wreak, she starts to wonder if the townsfolk are right to be afraid.


When bodies start to appear in the woods, the locals become downright hostile. Can the teenagers solve the mystery of Four Paths, and their own part in it, before another calamity strikes?

The premise of this book had me hooked immediately. Monsters, mysterious remote towns and family legacies? Oh yeah! Therefore, when I started reading I had very high expectations. And at first I had the feeling that the story would deliver. The introduction of the setting is brilliant: you can vividly picture the strange little town of Four Paths with its many trees that constantly seem to be invading the (semi)urban space. Herman's descriptions here gave me an eerie feeling of dread that reminded me of what Stephen King does in his novels when he talks about places. The writing is beautifully lyrical. So far, so good.

However... and that is a big however with giant blinking neon exclamation marks... even though we have four diverse main protagonists, I never had the feeling I could actually identify with any of them. The perspective jumps back and forth between characters and while we get to know some things about all of them, none of them reached the level of depth that I would have wished for. Instead they are defined through constant whiny teenage bickering and navel-gazing.

Then there is the monster. I did like the general idea even though the strong influence of narratives such as Stranger Things is blatantly obvious. I feel that the author could have done so much more with this though. The creepy parallel world of Silent Hill  - oops, sorry, I meant Four Paths - is an interesting topos but Herman simply leaves too much open to speculation here. I honestly believe that the story would have benefited from a little more detail about, for example, the powers of the founding families. Mystery is fine and, well, desired even but if the true dangers remain too elusive, readers end up not caring anymore, which is exactly what happened to me: I absolutely adored the first third of the book until at some point the story became more and more tedious. 

All in all, I did like this dark twisted tale of secrets and dangerous monsters in the forest. The best thing, however, was definitely the world building and I feel that I didn't really connect with the rest of the story. Maybe teenage readers will see this differently, maybe I'm just too old for all the juvenile drama involved in this book. :) Give it a try and let me know what you think.

Rating: 2.5/5 stars

12th June, 2019

Review: Fingersmith by Sarah Waters (Virago Press)

If you are looking for a dense and clever Victorian story with an LGBTQ twist, Fingersmith is the book for you:

Orphaned Sue Trinder was left in the care of Mrs. Sucksby when she was but a tiny baby. Mrs. Sucksby is what was called a baby farmer in Victorian times, and her household, with its hosts of babies that are kept quiet with spoonfuls of gin, is home to a fluctuating family of  thieves, so-called fingersmiths. 

One day, Gentleman arrives, a dandyesque con man, who proposes an enticing deal to Sue: She is supposed to get a job as the maid to Maud Lilly, a young and naive gentlewoman, in order to assist Gentleman in her seduction. As a reward they will share Maud’s considerable inheritance. Once the money is secured, the plan is to declare Maud insane and cart her to a lunatic asylum. Sue agrees to the plan. What she didn't expect though is that she quickly begins to pity and care for Maud Lilly in rather unexpected ways. However, things are not what they seem to be...

Waters’ novel is full of twists and surprises that you don’t see coming until they hit you in the face. Her characters are ambivalent and crazily enigmatic. You find yourself rooting for one character just to find out a few pages later that they are not who they seemed to be. Fingersmith can probably be categorised as a thriller but it's a tender love story as well. It has passion and infatuation, and while it is essentially a LGBTQ narrative, it is also so much more than that. 

Another plus is the setting. We’re taken along from the grubby streets of poor London to a proper gothic mansion and to a disquieting lunatic asylum. Each of these places has its own mesmerising atmosphere that contributes to the overall haunting tone of the story. Sue's world is full of the rustling skirts, obscure underwear fashions, heaving bossoms and fainting breaths of Victorian England but with a fresh and modern perspective. 

Fingersmith is a real treat and I highly recommend it! The author is a true storyteller who weaves a fascinating and captivating tale with beautiful prose. All I can say is: Read this book! 

Rating: 5/5 stars

7th June, 2019

Review: The Salt Path by Raynor Winn (Penguin)

The Salt Path is an inspiring memoir about homelessness, grief and hope. Ray and Moth find themselves homeless after a bad investment and when Moth gets a horrible diagnosis on top of that, the couple decide to hike the South West Coast Path. They are on a tight budget and faced with adverse conditions like always having to find a place to pitch up their tent, being faced with strangers' derogatory comments about "tramps", etc. Still, they find strength in each other and continue on their journey.

Essentially, this is a story about people triumphing over adversity. Well, they are not exactly triumphing but they are not giving up and that is what counts. It is a tale about the restorative powers of nature (and exercise) and about the beauty you can find in even the simplest of moments. Moth and Ray need to stretch their funds and survive on instant pasta, tinned sardines and the like but their resourcefulness also gives them strength. They are also constantly faced with nosy tourists being fascinated by the "elderly" couple (they are only middle-aged, mind you) with their backpacks but as soon as the two reveal their life story, people become mistrustful.Other travellers are eating elaborate meals and considering the hike a "jolly adventure" but for the protagonists their journey is something more.

What I especially loved about this story was the calm pace and the vivid descriptions of landscapes and those tiny instances of peacefulness in a hectic world. It is a tale of endurance and and love, and even though the journey did not produce a miracle cure for Moth, it did have a positive effect on his health. The Salt Path makes you think about what it means to have and/or rebuild a home and about how rediscovering the purpose of life is possible even in the most detrimental of circumstances.

I switched back and forth between my print copy and the audiobook, depending on where I was, and I loved both. The audiobook narration is amazing, so if you are more into this medium, I can very much recommend it.

Rating: 4.5/5 stars.

3rd June, 2019

Review: Hunted by Darcy Coates (Black Owl Books)


22-year-old Eileen goes missing while hiking in the remote Ashlough Forest. Five days later, her camera is discovered washed downriver, containing bizarre photos taken after her disappearance.

Chris wants to believe Eileen is still alive. When the police search is abandoned, he and four of his friends create their own search party to scour the mountain range. As they stray further from the hiking trails and the unsettling discoveries mount, they begin to believe they’re not alone in the forest… and that Eileen’s disappearance wasn’t an accident.

By that point, it’s too late to escape.

I read this book as part of a postal horror book club. When I first saw the story's synopsis I wasn't entirely convinced that it would actually qualify as horror as the plot sounded more like a thriller. I still jumped in, leaving any preconceived notions aside, and found that I enjoyed Coates' novel tremendously.

But coming back to my own questioning of the story's genre above I would still argue that Hunted can be read as horror fiction. I only learned later that the author typically writes horror so it is no surprise that she manages to throw in supernatural undertones galore: The moments when the mysterious creature appears in the nightly woods, making a weird scratching noise on the trees that sounds creepily like a scythe... those moments had me on the edge of my seat. I was relatively certain that we were not dealing with some Big Foot like creature here but the ending still managed to surprise me. I honestly didn't see this twist coming and retrospectively asked myself how I didn't figure it out before. The story builds up tension throughout and, if you're like me, you'll find yourself shaking your head, going "Noooooo! Why did you do THAT???" over and over again. Hahahaha.

Some disasters were quite foreseeable but there were also a few instances when I worried for nothing. This was an amazing feat performed by the author as it makes you feel like you're with the characters in the forest because nothing is for certain and anything can or cannot happen at any time. The characters themselves were great, too. I found all of them believable and consistent and the cast presented a good mix of individuals, some of whom had fascinating hidden depths.

What I particularly loved about this book, however, was the brilliant build-up of the setting. The action happens in a forest, but not just any forest, but the ancient primeval woods in which it is easy to get lost within minutes. At times it almost feels like the woods are yet another protagonist in this twisted tale of murder, missing persons and animalistic survival instincts. 

Hunted is a wonderfully fast-paced, captivating read. There is quite a lot of blood and gore involved, however, so it's not for the squeamish or the faint of heart. The story is intense and gripping and, trust me, you will not be able to put it down for long. I will definitely check out the author's other titles and can recommend this one whole-heartedly. 

Rating: 5/5 stars

28th May, 2019

Review: My Name is Monster by Katie Hale (Canongate Books)


After the war came the "Sickness" which killed off what was left of the world's population. The last safe cities are destroyed when Monster emerges from a vault in the Arctic circle that has enabled her to survive.
When she washes up on the shores of Scotland, all the people she once knew are dead, and she thinks of herself being alone in an empty world.

Monster begins the strenuous walk down to what used to be England, scavenging and learning to stay alive in a once familiar, yet now unfamiliar landscape. By and by, she manages to rebuild a life for herself on a deserted farm. However, when she is roaming the city one day looking for resources, she finds a girl: an almost feral child whom she teaches everything she knows. Renaming herself Mother, Monster passes her own name on to the girl. As young Monster learns from Mother, she also discovers her own desires, realising that she wants very different things to the woman who made but did not create her.

In its "sole survivor who moulds another person in their own image" theme, Hale's story is clearly inspired by works such as Frankenstein or Robinson Crusoe. Strictly speaking, the story isn't anything new: we have a post-apocalyptic Britain like we've seen in other works and people who have to remake their lives. Still, the author deftly makes this trope her own through little peculiarities.

I really liked this story and devoured it in two sittings. What first struck me as odd was the seeming lack of depth in the characters. However, it soon becomes clear that Hale quite conciously leaves a lot of room for speculation. We only learn vague snippets about Mother and Monster's previous lives and while this elusiveness and "not-knowing" causes a bit of frustration it is also a clever way to illustrate the necessity of a new beginning. The past is gone and no longer matters, even the future is uncertain and all that counts is the present. At least for the moment because as the story evolves the future does regain a certain significance and there are even signs of hope and reinvention. Eventually, I found that I appreciated the way in which Mother is depicted as seemingly emotionless because it added perfectly to the bleak atmosphere of the story. Without spoiling any of the plot, I also loved the shift in narration towards the middle of the book as it provided an eluminated change of perspective.

Hale clearly is a wonderfully gifted writer and amazing at describing scenery. Her renderings of the deserted Scottish moors as well as sprawling abandoned urban spaces are stunning and carry lots of atmosphere. As a reader you can easily feel and visualise these haunting landscapes through the author's dexterous writing.

My Name is Monster is a truly satisfying novel about power and about how much social norms are imprinted on us, even when they are no longer applicable. It is also a story about strength, love and creating a purpose in life.

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

(This book will be out with Canongate Books in early June.)

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20th March, 2019

Bookshop Spotlight: Topping & Co., St Andrews, Scotland

I know I've let drop comments about this shop before, both here and on Instagram and Litsy, but today I think it's time that this wonderful place gets its own "Bookshop Spotlight". 

The independent bookshop Topping & Co. in St Andrews opened in 2015 after branches in Bath and Ely had already been highly successful. The first shop (in Ely) was founded by Robert and Louise Topping in 2003. A fourth branch is going to open its doors in Edinburgh in the summer/early autumn. And who knows what more is to come in the future? 

What makes me love Topping & Co. so much is its atmosphere: It's a bibliophile's heaven with honey-coloured bookshelves from floor to ceiling and sliding library ladders that help you reach the upper shelves. Also, it's clear quite quickly that the people who work here love books and I mean: LOVE books - in capital letters and with an exclamation mark. Almost every time I visit, I find myself having a wee chat with one of them. They are not just employees but true booksellers who know their wares and are passionate about their job. 

Another quirky benefit is that you are offered free tea or coffee while you are browsing the more than 50,000 titles. And I mean: what goes better together than a good brew and literature? Exactly! Nothing. Well, maybe chocolate, but that always poses the danger of nasty stains on the pages. The horror, the horror! So yes, better have a cuppa instead while you're perusing the shelves for your next read. And if you are looking for people to talk books with, the shop offers several book groups, such as "The Literary Odyssey Book Group" or the "Galley Book Club" (the latter of which is geared towards children between 7 and 11). There are also numerous literary events throughout the year. Just a few names that are lined up for the next few months: Ian McEwan, Ali Smith, Shaun Bythell, John Connolly, Mary Beard, etc.

What you will find a lot of at Topping & Co. is signed editions. There is a "Signed Editions" subscription service but while that is of course great for people who live further away, it's even more fun to hunt for treasures on the shelves directly. I've amassed quite a number of signed books this way without exactly meaning to, but hey - if I have the choice between a signed first edition and the regular one, the decision isn't such a tough one. And in general, I have found that Toppings seems to have pretty much everything in stock. I don't remember ever having to order in a title as one of the booksellers has always managed to somehow conjure up what I was looking for. 

One more aspect that I adore about the shop is its "Blind Date with a Book" shelf. I'm a total sucker for these kinds of things so, lo and behold, I find myself buying at least one of these wrapped mystery packages every time I visit. So far, I have never been disappointed. There was one book last year that wasn't really my cup of tea but this time I was very lucky and scored an edition of Jeannette Winterson's wonderfully atmospheric Lighthousekeeping and one of Vladimir Nabokov's ingenious Pale Fire. Sure, I already owned the latter but while I could have easily exchanged the book for something else, I'm just going to give it away as a present. 

This is a bookshop that any true bookworm will immediately want to move into. Especially in the colder months the mix of books, tea or coffee and a cosy wood fire will make you want to while away an hour... or two or three. It makes me extremely happy to see that independent bookshops seem to be thriving again and Topping & Co. is definitely one of places that make people fall in love with bookshops over and over again. 

9th April, 2019

Bookish Spotlight: Gladstone's Library, Hawarden, Wales


So, imagine you could simply step through a mirror or wardrobe (or insert any other mysterious portal of your choice) and you are in a stunningly beautiful library full of impressive leather-bound tomes. And now imagine someone telling you that you can actually live there for a while. Sounds like a dream come true, doesn't it? Well, no need for magic as this place is only a good thirty-minute bus ride away from the city of Chester, situated in the wonderfully quaint village of Hawarden in North Wales (UK).

Gladstone's Library is a magnificent grade 1 listed building which pays tribute to William Gladstone, a four-time prime minister of Great Britain in the later half of the 19th century, who founded the library himself. After his death in 1898 it became a memorial to his life and work. Gladstone's is a residential library, a place for study and contemplation and a meeting place for bibliophiles from around the world. So when a friend who I had met through Litsy (a social media platform for bookworms) asked if anyone was up for a weekend reading retreat in this marvellous locationI didn't think twice and booked my room and flight within minutes.

When we arrived at the library we were all kind of giddy with excitement, on the one hand because of meeting a bunch of people you'd only so far talked to online and, on the other hand, because of the sheer beauty of the place. The reading rooms themselves are absolutely magnificent - think Disney's Beauty and the Beast and you'll get an understanding of what I mean. They are indeed a place of silence with absolutely no talking allowed. I felt that merely sitting in one of the comfortable leather armchairs with my book and enjoying the tranquility had an amazing soul-cleansing and centreing effect, because it is so far removed from the stress of our everyday lives.

The rest of the building is certainly just as attractive as the library proper. Many of the rooms come with beautiful book wallpaper and all of them have old-timey Roberts radios and mullioned windows. Something they explicitly do not have are TVs because of Gladstone's Library seeing itself as a place for research, study and debate. And this is precisely what I appreciate about it: Three days of peaceful tranquility, hours of reading, good food and bookish conversations in the lounge or over meals left me so incredibly refreshed and regrounded that it actually surprised me how relaxed I felt afterwards. It is the perfect sanctuary in a time where distraction is everywhere, and I found myself thinking that this must surely be what the characters in Thomas Mann's famous novel The Magic Mountain must have felt.

We started our first day of the retreat with a scrumptious Afternoon Tea in the library cafe and food somehow became a constant entity, either in the form of lovely pub lunches and dinners or as nibbles, cake and candy as reading accompaniment in front of the fire place in the cosy guest lounge. (Thank goodness, we walked some of it off on a brisk country walk on day two - haha.) And of course it was also the wonderful people who were with me on this retreat that made it such a success. It felt good to be surrounded by book people, people who are comfortable with sitting together in silence with their nose in a book but who also love to have inspiring conversations in-between.

Gladstone's Library is a truly stunning place and I didn't want to leave. The next retreat is already planned so I'm looking forward to coming back and staying a bit longer next time around. If you'd like more information, you'll find it all on their webpage: https://www.gladstoneslibrary.org/

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